California Dreaming

Lake Arrowhead, California, USA. Photo by Hayley O’Kelly

“A writer finds peace in silence, speaking only to the page, yet the words survive only by stepping into the noise of the world to be seen, heard, and held by others.”
― Lawrence Nault

I have found a great deal of peace in the silent world of writing, “speaking only to the page.” First as an insecure and introverted girl, and later as an adult, writing has provided a safe place for me. A place of comfort and security, and a place to grow.

In my experience the act of writing places the writer in a sacred space both inside and outside of the constraints of normal consciousness. It’s also a place of discovery and healing. Writing has probably saved me from a thousand unknown terrible fates by keeping me grounded, probing, perceptive, and awake. At least it feels that way. Writing has awakened in me a million possibilities, become my friend, my coach, my inward eye. Writing has shaped my existence.

An entry from my journal which was made from an old book owned by a lady named Mary Miller

And so, it with great trepidation that I send my writing into the world. The tension between the safety of my personal writing bubble and the “noise of the world” is immense. Sending your manuscript out has been compared to sending your child to school for the first time (“Sending a book out into the world is a lot like sending your child to the first day of kindergarten. You hope the other kids play nice and that she makes friends”—Mitchell Zuckoff), and having a child has been compared to giving your heart away (“Making the decision to have a child – it is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body” ―Elizabeth Stone). These are apt descriptions of my state of mind as I wait to hear from my publisher.

The contract has been signed, and the editor will soon be digging into my manuscript. This stage feels surreal after a lifetime of reading, writing, studying and dreaming. And years of querying agents and publishers. There’s not much to tell yet, but it looks as though there will be a book with my name on it coming out at some undetermined date in the future. I’m guessing it will be many months from now. I don’t even know if the title I’ve chosen will be used. I can say this, it is a World War II homefront historical fiction novel. It’s set in Lake Arrowhead, California, USA. The protagonist is named Mary Miller. And there are bears.

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65 responses to “California Dreaming

  1. Oh, Lori! Those last four sentences! I know everything I need to know to be entirely hooked! So happy for you. Congratulations…I cannot wait to read!
    Xo! 😉❤️😉

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  2. Woo hoo! I’m so happy for you, Lori. Writing can be such a solitary endeavor. For many of us, it’s not about making money (though who’s going to complain about that?), but the sense that our words mean something to others. From everything I’ve read, it seems the process can be extremely long. I’ve often read the advice, as I’m sure you probably have too, to keep writing in the interim because the waiting can be terribly frustrating. Keep me in mind when you get further down the road and are looking for reviews and/or some blog publicity.

    One of the people in my critique group is writing a memoir about how she gave up teaching to become a park ranger. Her early chapters are filled with bear stories.

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    • Oh, Pete! Thanks so much! I would love to have you review and share about it when the time comes! I bet your friend’s memoir about becoming a park ranger is super interesting. I was entranced by the bears I encountered when I lived in Lake Arrowhead and somehow they found their way into my story! Thanks for being such a good friend. ✍️💞

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  3. Goosebumps! I’m so looking forward to the birth of your first novel, Lori!

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  4. Congratulations on your upcoming book publication!

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  5. i will be checking in and waiting for news! congratulations Lori!Mike

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  6. Kathryn Sayer's avatar Kathryn Sayer

    Congratulations!!!

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  7. A huge congratulations, Lori!! It must be a great feeling to know that you are one step closer to getting your book published and out into the public!!! I am so happy for you!! It sounds so exciting, and the subject matter of your book sounds so intriguing!! Can’t wait to see it in print!!

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  8. “I have found a great deal of peace in the silent world of writing” – that is wonderful. Also, congratulations on your forthcoming book. That is a great achievement, whether it gets published by your publisher or not.

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  9. A thoughtful literary reflection that explores the tension between solitude and visibility, revealing how a writer’s quiet creativity ultimately seeks connection through sharing stories with the world. ✍️📚✨

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  10. Hi Lori
    I wrote all my books in the quiet English or Scandinavian countryside. I always looked for a place to work that was absolutely quiet. Your first picture reminds me of a summer house I had in Northern Sweden.
    Good luck with your writing
    Klausbernd 🙂

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  11. This is a big achievement. Congrats.

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  12. Good luck with the production process and the final book in hand, Lori. May it bring you great joy.

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    • Thank you, Mary! I am prepared to wait as I know it’s a long process. It’s already been many years getting to this point. I most want to, as you so aptly put it, hold the final book in hand. 📚💞 Thanks so much!

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  13. Congratulations! What an accomplishment to have a book published. I’m so excited for you! I hope you keep us up to date on the process and the steps along the way.

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  14. Congratulations, Lori. A World War II historical fiction novel sounds interesting. You got my attention, my friend.

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  15. I love your beautiful penmanship Lori and giving us a glimmer into your heart, Thank you so much. Writing sustains me as well and now I sit with little time, but it will come again. How exciting to publish a book. That’s just awesome. I’ll stay posted💕

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  16. Congratulations, Lori! This is super exciting, an accomplishment, an achievement, something many writers only dream of happening. I look forward to learning more and then some day reading your book. I’m incredibly happy for you, my friend!

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  17. Huzzah! Congratulations! Be sure to let us know when it’s available

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  18. How wonderful! Congratulations!

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  19. You have excellent penmanship, by the way!

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  20. It’s got to be a good book if there are bears in it!

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  21. Congratulations, Lori! This is exciting news. I hope the editorial process goes well and I look forward to hearing more about the book!

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  22. esoterica's avatar esoterica

    Congratulations, Lori! I’m new here, but so excited for you!

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  23. OMG – this is so awesome, Lori!! Congratulations and I can’t wait to hear more as you release the details!!

    And I love, “Writing has probably saved me from a thousand unknown terrible fates by keeping me grounded, probing, perceptive, and awake.” Spot on and so true!

    I’m so excited for you, my friend!

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    • Thank you, Wynne! I am sort of in shock I think. I don’t know what to do or say and I feel like I’m about 5 years old. 🤭 I appreciate you so very much! If you have any advice I would live to hear it! You are wonderful! Thanks again! 🤗💞🤗

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  24. Sounds like a great read.

    Have a fabulous day and week. ♥

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